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Name: heather
Location: Minneapolis, Minnesota, United States
Birthday: 2/18/1986
Gender: Female


Interests: hmmm.. music, singing, mucic, singing, oh did i mention music... cause i love it!
Expertise: upside down movie watching singing opera in chinease being a friend
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other


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AIM: heatherjoywile
Yahoo: heathbar18jr


Member Since: 5/31/2005

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Sunday, October 30, 2005

Blistered, bruised, sore muscles, tired, aches and pains. This just describes how i feel today after 8 hours of racking leaves for a fundraiser yesterday. The good news is my small group raised over $500 for teen challenge, bad news is i can't move, well i can, but only very slowly.

Anyway, life is so incredible right now, i feel like i am being stretched and used in so many amazing ways. God is so Great! I'm really excited because i have been writing a few songs lately and it's awesome to see how God is using me in that (and yes danielle, i have been using the notebook you gave me). So i
have finally come to peace with the fact that i did not return to masters. Though i greatly miss it and everyone there, i know this is where God has placed me and he is using me. And i love my job, it is so rewarding and the pay is pretty good, so what a blessing.

Well that's about it for now, its sunday so i think i am going to go take a nap. I'm out like a light, ( haha good one heather! that's original! )

oh and happy 20th to my good buddy brenda! i love you.


Friday, October 07, 2005

Wow, God is so good! I have finally found a full time job as a nanny. it was definitly a lot of drama trying to find a job, but i am satisfied with the kids i get to hang out with everyday. The only bad thing about the job is it is a 45 min drive, but that gives me some time to pray. But the best thing is weather i work 15hrs or 40 hours a week i will always get paid the same amount. That is truly a blessing. So God is faithful, even when all hope seems lost.. he always comes through. On  another note... fall is here! PLT( praise the lord) October is my favorite month followed by December, so the next few months will be enjoyed.

well i guess that is all for now. Tutles!


Friday, September 30, 2005

Stressed, reminding myself to trust in God alone, but it is so hard to give all of my cares completly to him! God i am so desperate for your answers, i want to lay it all down, but i am afraid and i don't know why. Please continue to guide me. Show me what to do. Should i take the job opportunity i have right now or wait for something closer to home. I need your guidance daily and i can't breath with out you!

well as you can see i am in a pickle right now! lol i have this nanny job but it is 45min away or more with traffic, but i really need something closer,so i don't know what to do. it's all confusing and i feel sick to my stomach about it. So just pray for me!


Friday, September 23, 2005

what's new in my life you may ask... hmmm well i have a job as a nanny but right now it is just temporary! i had an interview last week for this other position that is closer to my house so i am praying that i get that cause with gas prices and all it would save me a lot of money. As far as how i am doing personally, i'm good, not great but definitely better than the past summer was. It's just been tough this week thinking about SD and what i am missing out on. I know i am ment to be here but it's tough right now trying to understand why God wanted me to stay. The good news is i absolutly love my girls at the youth group. I have such an incredible bond with all of them, it's amazing. But the only thing right now that's tough is i really want to be involved with worship and haven't found an opportunity yet. I know it will come and i am once again trusting God. This whole trust issue is so funny, i never thought about how much more i would struggle if i didn't rely on God. How do unbelievers survive? I know i couldn't with out him. Thank the Lord he is always there.

Well i really need to start working on finishing my Berean cause they are changing the curriculam( sorry is suck at spelling) and i that is my new motivation for finishing it soon. It's tough without the time crunch in master's. oh well i know i can do it. my goal is three books before christmas! Good luck to me! Ha


Saturday, September 10, 2005

As the weeks pass and it gets closer and closer to my fellow first year friends to step up and be second years i realize how sad i am that i won't be a part of it. I know i decided to stay here and not go back, and i don't regret that decision for one minute, but i can't help but think what would happen in my life if i would have gone back. What would be different, besides the obvious? I guess i will never know and part of me wants to cry and the other part wants to rejoice for my friends. I know they are going to have an awesome year and it is a lot of hard work, but oh so worth it. "It's gonna be worth it, it's gonna be worth it, it's gonna be worth it all...." oh i love that song. Well all i can say is God is good and i know he has a plan for me. I just can't wait to see what happens in my life this year and what new things God will bring my way. i am praying for my friends from High School. God has given me such a passion for them and i can't wait to see where that passion leads me!

Well i am tired from picking rocks out of our huge yard today. Ahh it's a long story.. all i can say is i am reallly sore and need to sleep.



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